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hatesbeingrobin"Wait...wait. Lydia was there? At Peter's?" Stiles stared at Cora incredulously as he latched onto a seemingly insignificant detail that actually was a rather big deal to him.
Cora didn't say anything after that, at least not out loud, but the look on her face had been enough confirmation for him. For some reason that he couldn't even comprehend, Lydia had been at Peter's. In the middle of the night.
Even now as he stalked off the elevator of Peter's floor, he was hoping that he was wrong. That maybe Cora had been somehow mistaken in the midst of her grief. That she had been imagining Lydia being there at Peter's and that Lydia had actually been at home. Safe at home. Alone. With no Peter.
But even as he told himself it wasn't possible, there was a chill settling into his bones. Even with everything going on, he had noticed that Lydia was acting odd and not just in a creepy 'i find dead people' sort of way. She was distant but happy, disappearing at the oddest times and, well, she just had that air about her. The same air Scott and Allison had when they were sneaking around behind everyone's back so they could be together despite people not wanting them to be.
Yeah, it was all enough to make Stiles feel sick.
Stopping in front of Peter's door, he held very still as he strained to listen to what was going on on the other side. He was hoping he was wrong but he swore then he heard the soft murmur of a female voice. A painfully familiar murmur of a female voice.
It was enough to make him bolt as he felt strangely breathless, much like he did when he was on the edge of a panic attack, but he forced himself to knock. He had to see it with his own two eyes to believe it or he would just talk himself out of it later. Delude himself into thinking that it just wasn't possible. That Lydia wouldn't be hooking up with Peter Hale of all people.
Cora didn't say anything after that, at least not out loud, but the look on her face had been enough confirmation for him. For some reason that he couldn't even comprehend, Lydia had been at Peter's. In the middle of the night.
Even now as he stalked off the elevator of Peter's floor, he was hoping that he was wrong. That maybe Cora had been somehow mistaken in the midst of her grief. That she had been imagining Lydia being there at Peter's and that Lydia had actually been at home. Safe at home. Alone. With no Peter.
But even as he told himself it wasn't possible, there was a chill settling into his bones. Even with everything going on, he had noticed that Lydia was acting odd and not just in a creepy 'i find dead people' sort of way. She was distant but happy, disappearing at the oddest times and, well, she just had that air about her. The same air Scott and Allison had when they were sneaking around behind everyone's back so they could be together despite people not wanting them to be.
Yeah, it was all enough to make Stiles feel sick.
Stopping in front of Peter's door, he held very still as he strained to listen to what was going on on the other side. He was hoping he was wrong but he swore then he heard the soft murmur of a female voice. A painfully familiar murmur of a female voice.
It was enough to make him bolt as he felt strangely breathless, much like he did when he was on the edge of a panic attack, but he forced himself to knock. He had to see it with his own two eyes to believe it or he would just talk himself out of it later. Delude himself into thinking that it just wasn't possible. That Lydia wouldn't be hooking up with Peter Hale of all people.
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Date: 2013-07-28 11:55 pm (UTC)Peter frowned as the door shut behind Stiles, worry for Lydia mingling with the darker mood, though...at least Stiles hadn't threatened to go to his father which would be just...unfortunate all around.
His gaze flicked to Lydia to see how she was, though he didn't say anything, yet.
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Date: 2013-07-29 12:38 am (UTC)Then her gaze snapped to Peter and the vulnerability was gone as she lifted her chin like a true queen. "Well." She pursed her lips as though annoyed, "We knew people weren't going to be happy." She gave a one shoulder shrug before turning to head back into the kitchen to check on the breakfast.
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Date: 2013-07-29 12:43 am (UTC)Peter's frown grew, having caught the vulnerability. It was something he wanted to ease away, wanted to make all right for her, but he had no idea how to do it. He could send her away, back to her friends with a story to tell, maybe, but back to some sort of a normal teenage life. And then he'd be ripping away that piece of his soul forever and he wasn't sure what that would do to him.
Didn't seem fair, either, to contemplate making decisions for her. He'd done a lot of that already.
He watched the shift in her demeanor, then followed her back to the kitchen. "He really cares about you."
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Date: 2013-07-29 12:54 am (UTC)Then she closed the door. "And I'm sorry he's upset but I'm not going to feel bad. Feeling bad implies shame and I'm not ashamed." She informed him, as much for him to hear it as anything else. Even if he hadn't asked, she wondered if he worried about her being ashamed or not and so it was time to clarify before the dark shadows of doubt consumed him completely.
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Date: 2013-07-29 12:42 pm (UTC)He did need to hear it, more perhaps than he would acknowledge. She had nothing to be ashamed for, and he never wanted her to feel it. It wasn't something he felt, to be honest, though academically he knew he should.
"I don't think he's upset because he thinks you should be ashamed," was all he said, though as he moved to restart the batter he'd been working on before they were interrupted.